For any faith it is natural to have doubts : to wonder if your deities are real and if what you are doing really exists.

In Paganism, this is called “The Dark Night of the Soul”, which for me is an overly-dramatic term and I much prefer what other faiths call a crisis of faith.

Unfortunately this is something that we all have to work through. We can call on others for guidance, but it’s one of those things in life that we have to decide for ourselves.